broken hearted

Behind my smile I was there crying alone.Behind my laughter I was there doubtful to move on.Behind my anger I was there honestly loving. Behind my confidence I was there with great fear. Behind my strong faith I see myself shaking with a doubt. behind my beautiful dreams I am grieving in silence. If you see me now  you will probably said I'm OKAY but you are wrong  because after you broke my heart it's hard for me to go on.